Because conversations became texting, arguments became phone calls, feelings became subliminal messages online, sex became easy, the word “love” gets used out of context, insecurities have become your way of thinking, getting jealous became a habit, trust has been lost, cheating became an accident, leaving became the only option & being hurt became natural.
On Friday, Katie and I were talking about pillow pets. I said how I still have the one you gave me, it’s just under my bed. She was surprised and said, “You still have it?! I thought you would’ve burned it!”
Yesterday, Natalie and I were talking about pillow pets. I told her the same thing (that the one you gave me is under my bed). She said, “Wow, I would’ve burned it by now!”
What is with my friends and burning pillow pets….?
I had a dream that I went to the beach, and they were all there. I became like best friends with them, too. We sang together and took tons of pictures. And then they were like “just so you know…we’re gay” lmao. I blame tumblr for that part. It was still a great dream, though.
Tomorrow, I have to go to a car wash for KEY club. What the hell am I supposed to wear? If it was summer..I’d wear a bathing suit. But it’s supposed to be 55 degrees tomorrow. So do I wear like jeans and a long sleeve shirt? I don’t really want to wash cars in that…but idk what else I’d wear. Ahhh. This is such a problem.