We only talked for like four days, but I like you. A lot.
Unfortunately, you have a girlfriend. But, even though you do, you flirted with me every single time we talked…(which was a lot in that short amount of time). And you told me you liked me, not her as much anymore. I thought I’d be okay with that. But today, seeing you guys together, I realized I’m not going to be able to handle watching you be her boyfriend and talk to you every night about how WE should date. That’s just not right, nor fair to either me or her. You need to pick. If you pick her, I’m fine with that. It’s not the first time I’d be someone’s second choice. But you’re not going to have us both, and that’s basically what I told you today. I apologized a thousand times, but said I’m not going to be hurt because of you. I just can’t handle that right now. I want you to like me, and I hope that you pick me over her. But, honestly, I don’t think you will. You love her, I know you do. I understand that. But you tell me you’re not happy with her, so why’re you still dating? A good relationship is one where both people are happy. You’re in a bad relationship. Get out of it.
Anyway, I feel like such a Gemini. I told you today that I think we should be done talking. Until you make up your mind, at least. You understood. But I want to talk to you soo badly. I want to text you and call you “babe”. And send cute little hearts and winky faces.. But I can’t. I will not get hurt because of you.
I will not put myself through that unbearable pain once again..knowing that I’m not good enough for you or anyone else. I just won’t do that to myself.
I will never look in the mirror and think, “damn, I look good today.” and it’s your fault. You called me an “ugly bitch” and fat.. That’s all I think about now. Thanks for that. Thank you for ruining any self esteem I might have had.
I just read our huge fight that we had. You said AT LEAST five times you didn’t want to fight and that you were just going to end up hurting me. I should have listened. Now look at where we are… I’m so stupid.
i pray your brakes go out running down a hill i pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like id like to i pray your birthday comes and nobody calls i pray youre flying high when your engine stalls i pray all your dreams never come true